PTSD| intolerablestateofbeing

Jan 16, 2021
4 min

How I Felt Before Therapy

I need to unclog. I can’t find clarity. I can’t think straight. I can see. I can’t feel. This is trouble. What is this? I’m just going to...

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Annie G

Dec 12, 2020
2 min

The Fucking Holidays

Things are hard enough for regular people, they are twice as hard on people with mental illness. It's all stress and no joy. Just...

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Annie G

Nov 5, 2020
2 min

Nothingness

Depression is not funny, but it has it's funny ways. It lulls you into nothing sometimes. And that nothingness is where the danger...

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Annie G

Sep 17, 2020
2 min

Ups and Fucking Downs

Life is funny ha-ha funny. Some things we see or hear are just ridiculous, to easy to laugh at until you understand they mean it. Anyway,...

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Annie G

Aug 20, 2020
3 min

Zombie

I hate med changes. I started having brutal nightmares again, so the Doc pulled out an arsenal on me. In just one pill. The dreams are...

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Annie G

Aug 6, 2020
2 min

Apologies

They neither come easy or free. I said some thing horrible to one of my best friends out of frustration and pain. I didn't regret it when...

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Annie G

Aug 4, 2020
2 min

Alone

Lately, I've been feeling lonely. I have people around me, but I'm lonely, ya know? It's hard for me to take. Not that I need a party....

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Annie G

Jul 19, 2020
2 min

Banana's

So the days are going by quickly enough, yet I have plenty of time to be unproductive and depressed. I used to be real good at filling my...

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Annie G

Jul 11, 2020
2 min

Be Still My Mind

If only my mind would slow down. It's either up in the clouds or down in the dumps looking for something, anything to stick. I can't even...

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Annie G

Jul 9, 2020
2 min

Where is Joy?

Florida was beautiful, we are moving there in 11 months. Just as soon as Abbie graduates and goes to University. No questions in my mind....

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Annie G

Jun 25, 2020
2 min

Catching Up

Hey All! I’ve got a lot on my mind right now so forgive me if I skip around a bit. I probably won’t, but just in case. I’ve had a pain in...

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Annie G

Jun 19, 2020
2 min

Fleetingness of Happy

I can remember a time of being happy. Those days are long gone and I’ve been trying to come to grips with it. I guess I’ll experience...

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Annie G

Jun 17, 2020
1 min

I Want My Life Back

Being Mentally Ill is lonely. Not too many I know out there. Sometimes I feel sorry for myself or I wonder how I got into this mess in...

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Annie G

Jun 13, 2020
2 min

Insatiable

Sometimes I believe that I was born despite myself. I feel like I’m in a constant battle with Me. If I’m in a room full of people, I just...

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Annie G

Jun 8, 2020
3 min

On the Thorny Vine

Why is it that every time I tell my Therapist that I can go a month in between sessions, almost immediately something pops up. It never...

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Annie G

Jun 5, 2020
2 min

THE BATTLE OF THE RACES

The world we lived in is different than the one we lived in yesterday, literally. There is a justified uprising of civil unrest. Black...

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Annie G

Jun 5, 2020
1 min

While Fuck Face is in Charge

We live in such uncertain and violent times right now. If Covid didn’t keep you inside the rioting will. Then there is our President...

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Annie G

May 15, 2020
2 min

Borderline Personality Disorder

I’ve been up and down the last few days but I think Todd and I are on the same page now. It always makes it easier when we are a team and...

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Annie G

May 5, 2020
1 min

Go Back to Sleep

I’m having THAT day. The one where nothing makes me happy no matter how hard I try or anyone else tries for that matter. I’m on my knees...

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Annie G

Apr 29, 2020
2 min

AIN'T LIFE A BEACH

I sure bitch and complain in here a lot. But if you were to sit and have a conversation with me you’d never know I was a whiney bitch...

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