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    Egg Shells
    Annie G
    • Apr 28, 2020
    • 2 min

    Egg Shells

    Today is CATASTROPHIZE day. EVERYTHING looks worse than it is and my RANDOM THOUGHTS are scaring the shit out of me. I’ve been like this...
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    Why Does it Have to be This Way
    Annie G
    • Apr 23, 2020
    • 3 min

    Why Does it Have to be This Way

    So, I woke up at 11 am this morning for no reason. I went to bed at 9 like I usually do and I’m usually asleep by 9:15. It could be the...
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    All or Nothing
    Annie G
    • Apr 20, 2020
    • 2 min

    All or Nothing

    So, I’m a still a little stung at Jean-Vincent who made friends with me on Twitter. I don’t like to direct message, it’s always a play of...
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    Sprained Mental Ankle
    Annie G
    • Apr 17, 2020
    • 2 min

    Sprained Mental Ankle

    I am taking the day off today from exercising and walking. I am just bone tired. I tried to sleep, to take a nap but that didn’t work so...
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    Red Light Green Light,
    Annie G
    • Apr 17, 2020
    • 2 min

    Red Light Green Light,

    My week has been filled with triumph and failures. Let me tell you a little bit about mental illness. It does not do well when it is...
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    A Dogs Day
    Annie G
    • Apr 13, 2020
    • 2 min

    A Dogs Day

    Today has been an odd day. I asked Todd if he wanted to walk with me and Sami this morning and he agreed! That was awesome! But he...
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    END ON A HIGH NOTE
    Annie G
    • Apr 11, 2020
    • 2 min

    END ON A HIGH NOTE

    Today I’m restless and I can’t seem to shake the feeling. I’m still feeling the stages of grief I suppose. I hate being mentally ill. I...
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    Annie G
    • Apr 10, 2020
    • 2 min

    BETRAYAL

    So, I’m feeling deeply betrayed as I discovered in my therapy session yesterday. Not because of yesterday and the whole best boyfriend...
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    THE APOCALYPSE?
    Annie G
    • Apr 9, 2020
    • 2 min

    THE APOCALYPSE?

    My best boyfriend just totally went bat shit on me because we are still going to the grocery store, well not me but my husband and my...
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    THE STRUGGLE IS REAL PEOPL!
    Annie G
    • Apr 7, 2020
    • 2 min

    THE STRUGGLE IS REAL PEOPL!

    So the days are draaaaaging on. And I’m the one who does not like to go out. But my nails are horrific and my toe nails need to be done....
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    JUST ONE OF THOSE FUCKING DAYS
    Annie G
    • Apr 5, 2020
    • 2 min

    JUST ONE OF THOSE FUCKING DAYS

    So I’m a little frustrated today. It’s probably the rain, but you ever have one of those days where nothing seems right? When you can’t...
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    Annie G
    • Apr 3, 2020
    • 2 min

    In the News Today...

    So, today Is a new day, I’ve signed up for NOOM to address my every growing body. I don’t mind sharing that I am 233lbs, I’ve lost a few...
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    RANDOMLY
    Annie G
    • Mar 27, 2020
    • 2 min

    RANDOMLY

    Yesterday my baby turned 17. The last of 6 is almost 18 and an adult. Working on getting into NYU. And I’m praying for a full...
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    Annie G
    • Mar 23, 2020
    • 2 min

    Apocalypse

    The days are becoming stranger and stranger. Quiet. But I’m in my zone. No leaving your home unless you have to. Thats me anyways. But...
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    Road
    Annie G
    • Mar 21, 2020
    • 2 min

    Road

    So, it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged so I thought I’d catch up on a few things. My manuscript is being edited professionally right...
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    Off the Roller Coaster For Now.
    Annie G
    • Mar 12, 2020
    • 2 min

    Off the Roller Coaster For Now.

    Go figure, today I feel pretty ok. I’ve got editing going on my book for a fair price. I did kick ass aerobics today. I did nothing...
    7 views0 comments
    Mommy's in a snit
    Annie G
    • Mar 12, 2020
    • 2 min

    Mommy's in a snit

    It’s been a bad day. All day, depression is consuming me little by little. No matter how many drugs I take, no matter how much therapy,...
    11 views0 comments
    Sunny
    Annie G
    • Mar 8, 2020
    • 1 min

    Sunny

    I was reading my journal from a few weeks ago and I was trying to notice the difference. Didn’t want to get too deep, don’t want to fall,...
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    The Days a Little Brighter
    Annie G
    • Mar 7, 2020
    • 2 min

    The Days a Little Brighter

    I sent my manuscript out for polishing. I’m hoping the guy who does it (for free) is a literary agent. I really could use some useful...
    5 views0 comments
    LEFT OVERS
    Annie G
    • Mar 5, 2020
    • 2 min

    LEFT OVERS

    Today is nigh better than yesterday, I missed the gym because I could hardly keep my eyes open getting Abigail to school. I went home and...
    10 views0 comments
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