Annie GApr 28, 20202 minEgg ShellsToday is CATASTROPHIZE day. EVERYTHING looks worse than it is and my RANDOM THOUGHTS are scaring the shit out of me. I’ve been like this...
Annie GApr 23, 20203 minWhy Does it Have to be This WaySo, I woke up at 11 am this morning for no reason. I went to bed at 9 like I usually do and I’m usually asleep by 9:15. It could be the...
Annie GApr 20, 20202 minAll or NothingSo, I’m a still a little stung at Jean-Vincent who made friends with me on Twitter. I don’t like to direct message, it’s always a play of...
Annie GApr 17, 20202 minSprained Mental AnkleI am taking the day off today from exercising and walking. I am just bone tired. I tried to sleep, to take a nap but that didn’t work so...
Annie GApr 17, 20202 minRed Light Green Light, My week has been filled with triumph and failures. Let me tell you a little bit about mental illness. It does not do well when it is...
Annie GApr 13, 20202 minA Dogs DayToday has been an odd day. I asked Todd if he wanted to walk with me and Sami this morning and he agreed! That was awesome! But he...
Annie GApr 11, 20202 minEND ON A HIGH NOTEToday I’m restless and I can’t seem to shake the feeling. I’m still feeling the stages of grief I suppose. I hate being mentally ill. I...
Annie GApr 10, 20202 minBETRAYALSo, I’m feeling deeply betrayed as I discovered in my therapy session yesterday. Not because of yesterday and the whole best boyfriend...
Annie GApr 9, 20202 minTHE APOCALYPSE?My best boyfriend just totally went bat shit on me because we are still going to the grocery store, well not me but my husband and my...
Annie GApr 7, 20202 minTHE STRUGGLE IS REAL PEOPL!So the days are draaaaaging on. And I’m the one who does not like to go out. But my nails are horrific and my toe nails need to be done....
Annie GApr 5, 20202 minJUST ONE OF THOSE FUCKING DAYSSo I’m a little frustrated today. It’s probably the rain, but you ever have one of those days where nothing seems right? When you can’t...
Annie GApr 3, 20202 minIn the News Today...So, today Is a new day, I’ve signed up for NOOM to address my every growing body. I don’t mind sharing that I am 233lbs, I’ve lost a few...
Annie GMar 27, 20202 minRANDOMLYYesterday my baby turned 17. The last of 6 is almost 18 and an adult. Working on getting into NYU. And I’m praying for a full...
Annie GMar 23, 20202 minApocalypseThe days are becoming stranger and stranger. Quiet. But I’m in my zone. No leaving your home unless you have to. Thats me anyways. But...
Annie GMar 21, 20202 minRoad So, it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged so I thought I’d catch up on a few things. My manuscript is being edited professionally right...
Annie GMar 12, 20202 minOff the Roller Coaster For Now. Go figure, today I feel pretty ok. I’ve got editing going on my book for a fair price. I did kick ass aerobics today. I did nothing...
Annie GMar 12, 20202 minMommy's in a snitIt’s been a bad day. All day, depression is consuming me little by little. No matter how many drugs I take, no matter how much therapy,...
Annie GMar 8, 20201 minSunnyI was reading my journal from a few weeks ago and I was trying to notice the difference. Didn’t want to get too deep, don’t want to fall,...
Annie GMar 7, 20202 minThe Days a Little BrighterI sent my manuscript out for polishing. I’m hoping the guy who does it (for free) is a literary agent. I really could use some useful...
Annie GMar 5, 20202 minLEFT OVERSToday is nigh better than yesterday, I missed the gym because I could hardly keep my eyes open getting Abigail to school. I went home and...