Today is CATASTROPHIZE day. EVERYTHING looks worse than it is and my RANDOM THOUGHTS are scaring the shit out of me. I’ve been like this...

So, I woke up at 11 am this morning for no reason. I went to bed at 9 like I usually do and I’m usually asleep by 9:15. It could be the...

So, I’m a still a little stung at Jean-Vincent who made friends with me on Twitter. I don’t like to direct message, it’s always a play of...

I am taking the day off today from exercising and walking. I am just bone tired. I tried to sleep, to take a nap but that didn’t work so...

My week has been filled with triumph and failures. Let me tell you a little bit about mental illness. It does not do well when it is...

Today has been an odd day. I asked Todd if he wanted to walk with me and Sami this morning and he agreed! That was awesome! But he...

Today I’m restless and I can’t seem to shake the feeling. I’m still feeling the stages of grief I suppose. I hate being mentally ill. I...

So, I’m feeling deeply betrayed as I discovered in my therapy session yesterday. Not because of yesterday and the whole best boyfriend...

My best boyfriend just totally went bat shit on me because we are still going to the grocery store, well not me but my husband and my...

So the days are draaaaaging on. And I’m the one who does not like to go out. But my nails are horrific and my toe nails need to be done....

So I’m a little frustrated today. It’s probably the rain, but you ever have one of those days where nothing seems right? When you can’t...

So, today Is a new day, I’ve signed up for NOOM to address my every growing body. I don’t mind sharing that I am 233lbs, I’ve lost a few...

Yesterday my baby turned 17. The last of 6 is almost 18 and an adult. Working on getting into NYU. And I’m praying for a full...

The days are becoming stranger and stranger. Quiet. But I’m in my zone. No leaving your home unless you have to. Thats me anyways. But...

So, it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged so I thought I’d catch up on a few things. My manuscript is being edited professionally right...

Go figure, today I feel pretty ok. I’ve got editing going on my book for a fair price. I did kick ass aerobics today. I did nothing...

It’s been a bad day. All day, depression is consuming me little by little. No matter how many drugs I take, no matter how much therapy,...

I was reading my journal from a few weeks ago and I was trying to notice the difference. Didn’t want to get too deep, don’t want to fall,...

I sent my manuscript out for polishing. I’m hoping the guy who does it (for free) is a literary agent. I really could use some useful...

Today is nigh better than yesterday, I missed the gym because I could hardly keep my eyes open getting Abigail to school. I went home and...