Annie GFeb 1, 20201 minAll for NothingEver have that day when everything is a mess and you just don’t care? I’m having that day today. My husband and I had some serious...
Annie GJan 30, 20202 minChoking Myself to Death with the Jump rope Okay, the joke is over. This is hitting my mental illness bone. I’m literally in so much pain right now from doing these exercises, I...
Annie GJan 29, 20202 minPhenomenal Swan DiveLife is so funny, at least I prefer to think of it that way. It’s my survival. If you don’t have a sense of humor then you are wasting...
Annie GJan 28, 20202 minWoes of a Fat PersonWent to the Gym today or as I call it THE TORTURE CHAMBER. I’m always excited thinking I’m going to get the fabulous work out but just...
Annie GJan 23, 20202 minCarrots. Night time seems to be the worst time for me. It’s better now that Todd has me in a routine. He starts my salad about 6:30 and I sit and...
Annie GJan 23, 20201 minUPWARD DOGSo, I've told you, I’m fat. Way fatter than I’ve ever been. It’s really uncomfortable. I don’t like it, I want it to go away, I’ve...
Annie GJan 20, 20202 minRainy Day Through a Childs Eye.There is a gentle little rain falling right now. It’s soft and sweet. I hated rain as a child. As this rain falls it reminded me of a...
Annie GJan 19, 20207 minThe Final AnnieIn 2012 we lived in a big house and ALL my family lived with us. I was working hard as a virtual supervisor at Comcast and Todd was...
Annie GJan 18, 20203 minGetting Closer to the new Annie...Since we were lonely and didn’t seem to make any real friends in Washington and church was long forgotten, we moved back to California...
Annie GJan 16, 20205 minMore Annie's...…and then my mothers boyfriend made a pass at me. He totally caught me off guard. I didn’t know what to do. I did not want to hurt my...
Annie GJan 16, 20202 minAll the different Annie'sI feel like there are many versions of who I am and whatever the mood is, one of them will appear. I know this is part of being mentally...
Annie GJan 14, 20202 minFat and not sassyI’m in a quandary today. I already missed my Pilates class (I’m really fat now) and I know I have choices. There is another class shortly...
Annie GJan 12, 20201 minCounting BlessingsAnd what is with all this positivity shit anyways? The sun does not always shine for me. In fact it hardly shines for me. Now if you tell...
Annie GJan 11, 20202 minHOW ARE YOU?“How are you doing?” Seems like a logical, forthcoming question. Easy enough to answer, For most people, it is. For the mentally ill it’s...
Annie GMar 30, 20182 minThe Boogey ManTHE BOOGEY MAN The Boogey Man has come Bold and brazen in bright day light God like as if I should worship his help He wants to eat me...
Annie GMar 19, 20183 minPeople Like UsI was talking with a good friend (to say that is ridiculously amazing progress for me btw) about this site and what I believe he could...
Annie GDec 14, 20174 minIntolerable State of BeingFollow me for a few minutes through my Mental Illness. I’m sick. I’ve been sick all my life. Not because something is wrong with me but...