Ever have that day when everything is a mess and you just don’t care? I’m having that day today. My husband and I had some serious...

Okay, the joke is over. This is hitting my mental illness bone. I’m literally in so much pain right now from doing these exercises, I...

Life is so funny, at least I prefer to think of it that way. It’s my survival. If you don’t have a sense of humor then you are wasting...

Went to the Gym today or as I call it THE TORTURE CHAMBER. I’m always excited thinking I’m going to get the fabulous work out but just...

Night time seems to be the worst time for me. It’s better now that Todd has me in a routine. He starts my salad about 6:30 and I sit and...

So, I've told you, I’m fat. Way fatter than I’ve ever been. It’s really uncomfortable. I don’t like it, I want it to go away, I’ve...

Carry On Warrior by Glennon Doyle

There is a gentle little rain falling right now. It’s soft and sweet. I hated rain as a child. As this rain falls it reminded me of a...

In 2012 we lived in a big house and ALL my family lived with us. I was working hard as a virtual supervisor at Comcast and Todd was...

Since we were lonely and didn’t seem to make any real friends in Washington and church was long forgotten, we moved back to California...

…and then my mothers boyfriend made a pass at me. He totally caught me off guard. I didn’t know what to do. I did not want to hurt my...

I feel like there are many versions of who I am and whatever the mood is, one of them will appear. I know this is part of being mentally...

I’m in a quandary today. I already missed my Pilates class (I’m really fat now) and I know I have choices. There is another class shortly...

And what is with all this positivity shit anyways? The sun does not always shine for me. In fact it hardly shines for me. Now if you tell...

“How are you doing?” Seems like a logical, forthcoming question. Easy enough to answer, For most people, it is. For the mentally ill it’s...

THE BOOGEY MAN The Boogey Man has come Bold and brazen in bright day light God like as if I should worship his help He wants to eat me...

I was talking with a good friend (to say that is ridiculously amazing progress for me btw) about this site and what I believe he could...

Follow me for a few minutes through my Mental Illness. I’m sick. I’ve been sick all my life. Not because something is wrong with me but...